Are you looking for "more" in your relationship with God and others but maybe are not too sure where to find it?
Are you concerned that others have that special set of instructions guaranteed to bring closeness with God?
Do you feel a bit left out, on the edge of the services and liturgies in your church?
There's no point telling you not to worry. If you have any desire for intimacy with God, of course you will be concerned. You want to feel God closer. At times, you might even experience your desire as an ache inside, something knawing at you in a place you don't seem to be able to reach.
Far from being a sign of trouble, or an indication of a lack of faith, this searching is a healthy thing. God is amazing mystery: much of who God "is" will always be outside the range of our human intellect and senses. We may experience God's presence as warmth and love or, as many do, experience it fleetingly. However, deep down we know that God will always be beyond us. Our hearts will always be searching for the "more" of God.
This site offers some help and a bit of company as you search. Grounded in scripture, rooted in Ignatian Spirituality and drawing on good teaching from a variety of Christian traditions. It will help you to be at home with God as you find him in daily life and and to realise his closeness, at home with you.